One of Four

Cute necklace charms I would like to sell. Never used them!...

Fri, 27 Apr 2012 15:25:53 -0500

Cute necklace charms I would like to sell. Never used them! (Taken with instagram)

:/

Fri, 23 Mar 2012 20:00:28 -0500

I’m just not digging life right now…if I was happy why would I be on tumblr lol

It’s days like today where I wish I lived out in the country, I’d like to ride my bike,...

Tue, 20 Mar 2012 16:42:27 -0500

It’s days like today where I wish I lived out in the country, I’d like to ride my bike, but my house is kind of surrounded by traffic. Whatever. I’m on the internet instead lol. It feels so nice outside, though, I might just walk up to the square and get some coffee or something.

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Tue, 20 Mar 2012 16:36:51 -0500

I don’t think you have a tumblr, which assures me that you definitely won’t stumble upon...

Sat, 17 Mar 2012 16:59:16 -0500

I don’t think you have a tumblr, which assures me that you definitely won’t stumble upon this. I wanted to write you a letter apologizing for how we have gone our separate ways. I have chosen not to speak with you because of the choices you have made. In our most recent of conversations, you have cursed at me for not immediately replying to you, you have cursed at me for not replying to you at all, and, when I was replying to you, you chose to fill our conversations with nothing but NEGATIVE commentary about your life. I love our past. I loved spending the night with you in high school. I loved doing nothing with you. But, we live different lives now, and you have shown me that just because I have a past with someone doesn’t mean they are safe enough to have a future with. I can’t get over the fact that you tried what we’ll call “hard drugs”, after all the times we talked shit about the people who do them. I can’t believe you did them and liked them and did them again. And around your own kid. Every time I talk to you that’s what I imagine. You sitting there fucked up with your kid. That’s so scary and sad to me. I can’t say anything to you, you would get so angry. You always get SO pissed at anyone who tells you you are wrong or insults you in any way. I feel like I am being judgmental, but I can’t even help it…..There are so many different people in the world that I can barely take any of them seriously. So, I’m sorry that we have drifted apart. But that’s why. And you’re not the only one. All of the people in our circle, I can’t talk to () because I can’t stop thinking about why she stays with her SHIT FUCK of a boyfriend. I can’t talk to () because I’m scared that she doesn’t even like me, because of you!!! I’m tired of the stress this has caused me. I’m ready to be over it, like you are. I am going to lose so many followers by turning my tumblr into a journal, but I really don’t give a hoot, because it feels good to get things off of my chest (indirectly lol)

Geez.

Fri, 16 Mar 2012 19:13:57 -0500

Days are getting shorter and shorter….but time isn’t making things better or worse. Just stuck here in the middle with my hand resting on my hip…for right now..

Woot Wednesday.

Wed, 14 Mar 2012 07:51:25 -0500

My favorite time to post these silly little personal blogs is when I first wake up. I have a pretty strong feeling the only people who read them probably have no idea who I am or why they matter, but that is fine, they are just like little journal entries to me. Today is Wednesday and I have a whole day ahead of me (no work today), Iyam going take the 8:45am class at Hot Yoga in an hour, which I believe is the only (affordable) yoga studio I’ve yet to try in this town. It’s practiced in a sauna room, which is intense and awesome. Other than that, I don’t have a whole lot planned today. I really wish the flea market was open on Wednesdays, I am really in the mood to get outside today, maybe I will go feed the ducks :)

Also

If you see anyone named Mr Magic at a Chik Fila near you soon, tell him he sucks. He doesn’t even do magic. He blows up shitty balloon animals.

I keep

Sat, 10 Mar 2012 07:43:16 -0600

falling asleep earlier and earlier every night. Panera has shelled me into a freaking earlybird. I went to bed at 10:30 last night…..10:30?! I didn’t even go to bed that early when I was in high school lol. It’s weird, but it feels so good to be up and doing things this early in the day. It’s 7:30 right now! Today I have a big day ahead! I’m hoping to go to community yoga at 10, after which I will be packing for Madisonville, for Will’s show tonight. I don’t know anyone from Madisonville and I’ve never even been there, but I have a strange feeling the turnout is going to suck. I know the boys will play well, I just hope they get a decent crowd. We are supposed to get a room at the place we are playing tonight, which will be mad awesome, I HOPE THEY HAVE A SWIMMING POOL :D I feel like I’m going on a mini vacation (really, I am just overly excited.)

I know it’s 8:30 in the morning but I want some Italian...

Thu, 08 Mar 2012 08:32:07 -0600

I know it’s 8:30 in the morning but I want some Italian soda anyways

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Thu, 08 Mar 2012 08:21:02 -0600

I think it's funny when

Wed, 07 Mar 2012 21:13:58 -0600

I look at someone’s facebook page to see what they’ve been up to, see them posting about getting stoned all the time, then a month later they’re posting about how good sobriety feels….I mean, don’t get me wrong, I want everyone to be as sober or as fucked up as they personally want themselves to be I just think it’s funny how people hop in and out of lifestyles just like the clothes they wear on their backs. I just wonder if it’s for attention or for fashion? In 2011, it was “cool” to do drugs. Is 2012 making sobriety “cool” ? Whatever. Choose a lifestyle. Live it. Have fun.

(~-~)

Sat, 03 Mar 2012 09:07:00 -0600

(~-~)

It’s kind of hard to take a good picture of your upper...

Sat, 03 Mar 2012 08:53:00 -0600

It’s kind of hard to take a good picture of your upper outer arm…

hello world.

Fri, 02 Mar 2012 08:19:24 -0600

Its barely 8 am but I CANNOT go back to sleep to save my life. I am currently updating from the new droid I got last night, which I honestly enjoy a lot more than I thought I would. Today it is cold as balls in my house. Other thab a tattoo appt at 1, I have absolutely no obligations or plans. I really need to get back into the swing of tumblr. I miss being excited about new followers and labeling the shit out of things. I promise to post more, starting today :)

I hope you all have a wonderful day and please text me your numbers because I lost all my contacts. Kthnx

Facebook is annoying me.

Thu, 23 Feb 2012 16:54:14 -0600

The world is making me anxious today.
Adulthood is throwing itself at me yet the weak child in me is prevailing.
Every road I take is a road that pisses someone off, but I can’t let them get in the way, right?
I can’t help but worry about things that can only be revealed in time, but then, what is really important? I feel silly, as I sit waiting for my new job orientation, I am beating myself up hard because I havent quit my current job yet (am supposed to be working today) I cannot bring myself to answer their calls because I am feeling so unconfident about the situation. They have taken advantage of me so many times but I can’t help but reflect on the good times I’ve had there because I’ve never had to really quit and leave a job before. I know I am fucking them and they are going to be so upset with me when I bring in my uniform tomorrow, but it’s the only thing I really know to do at this point. Ive got to learn to let go of my feelings and do what is best for me no matter who it is going to piss off. People don’t go out of their way for me, so why do I feel so bad when I can’t for them? Being a woman is hard….thank you for listening, computer machine :)

Today was good. Just a little Nashville trip with Will. Wish I could show you the pictures I...

Tue, 03 Jan 2012 18:00:13 -0600

Today was good. Just a little Nashville trip with Will. Wish I could show you the pictures I took…have to wait to develop :)

Hmm…I need a female model.

Tue, 27 Dec 2011 22:40:25 -0600

Hmm…I need a female model.

And my first Christmas gift this year is.....

Sun, 25 Dec 2011 00:06:10 -0600

A fleece Beavis and Butthead blanket!

Righteous as fuck.

Merry Christmas everyone!!

Soooo I met my first celebrity today :D Okay so I’m...

Wed, 21 Dec 2011 22:12:11 -0600

Soooo I met my first celebrity today :D

Okay so I’m probably making it out to be way more exciting than it actually was, but to see someone in real life that has starred in more than one show(s) you really like is freakin’ awesome! So. Here’s Mae Whitman and I at Whole Foods! Hah :D (She was very tiny, adorable, and kind!)

These.

Tue, 06 Dec 2011 15:00:43 -0600

These.